I generally don’t even bother with doctors now. I wish the doctors, physical therapists, and psychologists who dismiss me as another loony could spend an hour in my shoes. I am NOT depressed…I crave adventure, activities and socializing SOOOOO much! I make plans that I often cannot fulfill due to the overwhelming fatigue I feel.
I have felt depressed. I know exactly what that feels like. It is beyond words. After my youngest son finished treatment for leukemia, I became severely withdrawn and could not get out of bed because I literally couldn’t. My entire mind and body refused to let me see the promise of a new day, the possibilities ahead of me, the joy of living. Instead, I just wanted to shrink into nothing, if I never emerged into society again…that would have been okay. Life sucked and was not worth bothering with. Continue reading “I’m NOT Depressed!”